Remember when we had those "i love you more fights?" 

Just if i could do anything i want ,
I would cross the seven seas, and declare my love to you to everyone i meet on the way.
And buy you roses to see your smile,
bring a pearl from the bottom of the deepest sea.

I would swim across the seven seas to wipe away ur tears,

give my life for a second chance,
give all i have for 1 special moment,
that i would die in your vain.

I would give u up for some1 who really loved u more than i do, 

care for u as long as u lived, 

if something happened to u i would be by ur side the whole time,

give u good advice, 

love u when no one else does/did, 

and care for u until the end.

The first time i know you , my heart was stolen . But i felt uncomfortable because i know im not as pretty as the other girls and im weird and i dont deserves you and i actually know that you think of the same things . It has been more than 2 months knowing and being with you since 18/6/12 (yeah,i cn still remember) :p . Honestly , i've told my friends everything about you . Believe me , they liked you :p . everyday , at night , around 10p.m , i'll go online on facebook to talk to you because i know thats the only way for me to stay connected with you . And if you're still not online , i'll wait , and wait . I can still remember the first time i called you . It was on saturday , about 12a.m . I called you when i was in my room , then you're like 'what?i cant hear you!speak louder!' . I hung up , grab my puffy jacket my wool boot and silently walk out of the house so that i can talk louder and you can hear me clearer :p . It was -2degrees-celcius outside . But i dont give a shit because i really want to talk to you . We talk and talk and i was smiling alone outside while staring at the stars/satellite or whatever it was for 54mins - which was actually the whole time of our awkward 'LOLOL' conversation :p . Andd after that night/morning :p , you've changed . I dont know if it's just my feelings or you've really changed . And actually , deep deeeeeeep inside my heart , it hurts . Well , i know that for you ,  our relationship is not that serious at all , but whenever i look at your pics , i felt like crying T.T . Soo bad . Its fucking hurt . I dont know why . But i felt like something bad's gonna happen . Like you're gonna do something or you're gonna leave me or I DONT KNOW ! And the only freaking thing is , im scared . Probably scared of losing you . Maybe because i think that you still like the 'whoever' you liked before me which i actually think that it's true . Or maybe , well , i i dont fucking know kayy -.- errghh im soo weird . kbye . im depressed now -..-
p/s: i love you so much butt cheeks :)


by, Octopus Dream .
im depressed now -..-  (:p)

As it rains , I'll lock my self in a room . Stare out the window, wondering how it would feel to have someone who loves you for you and is there actually a 'someone' that could do anything because they love you and never let you go and would go through anything just, JUST to be with you like in the other love movies .

No, I'm not addicted to love or it's so important in my life . It's just that , i want to feel how it feels like to have your very own love story and what you think at the time and how much butterflies has trapped in your tummy when he look deep inside your eyes while holding tight your waist . 

I want to feel how it feels like when you really REALLY 100% knows that he loves you, only you and how he would do anything to get to you and when he touches your nose with his' and slow dance with you at the middle of the night and how you just can't stop smiling .

I want to be the girl who don't wear shit like make-up and still look pretty in his' eyes and how you make the ugliest face that still makes him laughs and says 'baby, you're cute :)' . 

I've seen people in love, but, still I haven't know how all of these feels like . Does it means that love is not real and it's a myth that people around me try to create or God's still writing my love story and the time just hasn't come yet ? Does love really exist nor it doesn't, I not know .

by, Octopus Dream .

Remember when we had those "i love you more fights?" 

Just if i could do anything i want ,
I would cross the seven seas, and declare my love to you to everyone i meet on the way.
And buy you roses to see your smile,
bring a pearl from the bottom of the deepest sea.

I would swim across the seven seas to wipe away ur tears,

give my life for a second chance,
give all i have for 1 special moment,
that i would die in your vain.

I would give u up for some1 who really loved u more than i do, 

care for u as long as u lived, 

if something happened to u i would be by ur side the whole time,

give u good advice, 

love u when no one else does/did, 

and care for u until the end.

The first time i know you , my heart was stolen . But i felt uncomfortable because i know im not as pretty as the other girls and im weird and i dont deserves you and i actually know that you think of the same things . It has been more than 2 months knowing and being with you since 18/6/12 (yeah,i cn still remember) :p . Honestly , i've told my friends everything about you . Believe me , they liked you :p . everyday , at night , around 10p.m , i'll go online on facebook to talk to you because i know thats the only way for me to stay connected with you . And if you're still not online , i'll wait , and wait . I can still remember the first time i called you . It was on saturday , about 12a.m . I called you when i was in my room , then you're like 'what?i cant hear you!speak louder!' . I hung up , grab my puffy jacket my wool boot and silently walk out of the house so that i can talk louder and you can hear me clearer :p . It was -2degrees-celcius outside . But i dont give a shit because i really want to talk to you . We talk and talk and i was smiling alone outside while staring at the stars/satellite or whatever it was for 54mins - which was actually the whole time of our awkward 'LOLOL' conversation :p . Andd after that night/morning :p , you've changed . I dont know if it's just my feelings or you've really changed . And actually , deep deeeeeeep inside my heart , it hurts . Well , i know that for you ,  our relationship is not that serious at all , but whenever i look at your pics , i felt like crying T.T . Soo bad . Its fucking hurt . I dont know why . But i felt like something bad's gonna happen . Like you're gonna do something or you're gonna leave me or I DONT KNOW ! And the only freaking thing is , im scared . Probably scared of losing you . Maybe because i think that you still like the 'whoever' you liked before me which i actually think that it's true . Or maybe , well , i i dont fucking know kayy -.- errghh im soo weird . kbye . im depressed now -..-
p/s: i love you so much butt cheeks :)


by, Octopus Dream .
im depressed now -..-  (:p)

As it rains , I'll lock my self in a room . Stare out the window, wondering how it would feel to have someone who loves you for you and is there actually a 'someone' that could do anything because they love you and never let you go and would go through anything just, JUST to be with you like in the other love movies .

No, I'm not addicted to love or it's so important in my life . It's just that , i want to feel how it feels like to have your very own love story and what you think at the time and how much butterflies has trapped in your tummy when he look deep inside your eyes while holding tight your waist . 

I want to feel how it feels like when you really REALLY 100% knows that he loves you, only you and how he would do anything to get to you and when he touches your nose with his' and slow dance with you at the middle of the night and how you just can't stop smiling .

I want to be the girl who don't wear shit like make-up and still look pretty in his' eyes and how you make the ugliest face that still makes him laughs and says 'baby, you're cute :)' . 

I've seen people in love, but, still I haven't know how all of these feels like . Does it means that love is not real and it's a myth that people around me try to create or God's still writing my love story and the time just hasn't come yet ? Does love really exist nor it doesn't, I not know .

by, Octopus Dream .