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Wednesday, 22 August 201205:41

The first time i know you , my heart was stolen . But i felt uncomfortable because i know im not as pretty as the other girls and im weird and i dont deserves you and i actually know that you think of the same things . It has been more than 2 months knowing and being with you since 18/6/12 (yeah,i cn still remember) :p . Honestly , i've told my friends everything about you . Believe me , they liked you :p . everyday , at night , around 10p.m , i'll go online on facebook to talk to you because i know thats the only way for me to stay connected with you . And if you're still not online , i'll wait , and wait . I can still remember the first time i called you . It was on saturday , about 12a.m . I called you when i was in my room , then you're like 'what?i cant hear you!speak louder!' . I hung up , grab my puffy jacket my wool boot and silently walk out of the house so that i can talk louder and you can hear me clearer :p . It was -2degrees-celcius outside . But i dont give a shit because i really want to talk to you . We talk and talk and i was smiling alone outside while staring at the stars/satellite or whatever it was for 54mins - which was actually the whole time of our awkward 'LOLOL' conversation :p . Andd after that night/morning :p , you've changed . I dont know if it's just my feelings or you've really changed . And actually , deep deeeeeeep inside my heart , it hurts . Well , i know that for you ,  our relationship is not that serious at all , but whenever i look at your pics , i felt like crying T.T . Soo bad . Its fucking hurt . I dont know why . But i felt like something bad's gonna happen . Like you're gonna do something or you're gonna leave me or I DONT KNOW ! And the only freaking thing is , im scared . Probably scared of losing you . Maybe because i think that you still like the 'whoever' you liked before me which i actually think that it's true . Or maybe , well , i i dont fucking know kayy -.- errghh im soo weird . kbye . im depressed now -..-
p/s: i love you so much butt cheeks :)


by, Octopus Dream .
im depressed now -..-  (:p)